in the rigid cortex
of thirty-six apricot cores...
People who studied plant biology some time in their life will probably get what I mean in those lines. Really, it's not a brainer, just google cyanide and plant seeds.
I'd give all my money and belongings in exchange for a normal family. I'm not even asking for a happy one, just a normal one that won't make me rage and hate myself every freaking day of my life.
I'm having a gap year before college now, so I'm pretty much bored and lazy; that should explain why I started a blog.
I usually write/post some depressive stuff, not that I am suicidal or anything. I just like writing that kinda stuff. I may post some stuff in Turkish but I will most probably translate them.
Oh and yes, I do translations every now and then.
It's a really boring world out there, so don't brace yourselves.
That's it for now, cheerios! And hope to see you soon!